I don't know If I am in the crowd though I stand alone You know all the words, but don't sing along Every single eye has been watching me But they don't see That I am a just another, trying to find a way To hold on to your loving Laugh away the pain I don't need, no cameras to see a point of view I need someone to turn to I guess my heart never learns No use in finding the words If you're never here when it hurts 'Cause I'm joke Waiting for the punchline Gather around Maybe then you realize that I'm not a clown I hope that in the sadness you happy now Everybody is waiting for a show But they don't know That I am a just another, trying to find a way To hold on to your loving Laugh away the pain I don't need, no cameras to see a point of view I need someone to turn to I guess my heart never learns No use in finding the words If you're never here when it hurts All your mistakes I don't want to make I deserve the truth, but you lie I don't know why I'm so surprised No matter how hard I try I'm just a joke Waiting for the punchline You blessed love that we found You laugh away So laugh away I'm just a joke, you don't know How you take I guess my heart never learns No use in finding the words If you're never here when it hurts All your mistakes I don't to want to make I deserve the truth, but you lie I don't know why I'm so surprised No matter how hard I try I'm just a joke Waiting for the punchline Waiting for Waiting for Waiting for Waiting for the punchline Waiting for Waiting for Waiting for Waiting for the punchline