The countertop is cold Like the tree from which it rose Elbows lean against the wood As kisses and tabs close Darling oh, I guarantee That my love is valid But the weight that you've been carrying Is nothing short of tragic I can fill up all my days With the laziest distractions The prettiest girls without no names The vices no different than the shame And oh i grow cold As i spread apart my toes And try to grip the ground As my shoulders implode Wake up with my glasses on And hell to pay again The walls and windows call me out And say the floors a friend My stomach says to eat But my heart's too weak to cook This coward's luck I lean on Has got me feeling like a crook I'll sit upon my hands As i look for love Assume that one day all of this Will undoubtedly dissolve And oh i grow cold As i spread apart my toes And try to grip the ground As my shoulders implode