I watch the same TV shows over and over again 'cause I Need the reassurance of knowing how something is going to end Do I have a bad memory, or am I just repressing? Either way, I'll cry about it 'cause that shit is depressing Not everybody flinches when they get a high five Not everybody wasn't scared of times they've almost died Oh Not everyone has nightmares every single night Not everybody feels like they're living a double life Oh But lately I've felt so good, forgot my diagnosis I should be the poster kid for this shit I've got so much anxiety, but I'm so good at hiding it I could be freaking dying and I'd still look perfect When people ask me how I am, I say I'm fine Why would I let them in when it's easier to lie? So I'll sit in my car listening to sad songs for far too long and I won't know what to say when someone asks me what's wrong Not everybody flinches when they hear the phone ring Not everyone is lying when they say they feel okay Oh Not everyone is watching everything they eat Not everyone has tears on their face as they fall asleep Oh But lately I've felt so good, forgot my diagnosis I should be the poster kid for this shit I've got so much anxiety, but I'm so good at hiding it I could be freaking dying and I'd still look perfect