Don't know where I'm going But I can't forget where I have been I've been chasing ghosts But I'll never know What they want from me I can feel their breath They disappear before I hear What they're trying to tell me Looking for a reason Trying to find my way back home Why do I still dream of you When I'm better on my own Who will save me When I'm underneath these clouds again Losing myself In the same routine Always chasing ghosts I can feel their breath They disappear before I hear What they're trying to tell me Looking for a reason Trying to find my way back home Why do I still dream of you When I'm better on my own I know it's hard to understand But you should know There's no changing who I am Where are they now Who will lift this weight from me Voices they call But I have no company Looking for a reason Trying to find my way back home Why do I still dream of you When I'm better on my own Looking for a reason Trying to find my way back home In the end we just pretend We're alive the way we live