You don't know how many times I Rewrote the beginning of this I Couldn't stop ridiculing everything that I wrote In this long line of bad words Rhymin' and vibin' and I'm jivin' to the worst lyrics ever Yeah that's what happens every time I write a pop song It's another song to say I'm not okay I talk 'bout all the things I'm bad at doing and put 'em in this song If you're likin' what you're hearing then that's great But I'm still not okay Maybe you don't care what I'm thinking Maybe I don't fit in, I'll leave right now I'll leave right now Maybe forget this conversation Maybe I don't exist, forget me now Forget me now Never part of the world I'm living in Just looking at the past and now the present and now I'm just Hiding behind the shadows of other wins I'm not proud of it and I just can't stop thinking about it 1 plus 1 is 2 but then I Don't think that's easy when there's A million people out there knowing the same damn answer Being smart will get you places But being pretty gets you places too I'm sorry that was dumb, but It's another song to say I'm not okay I talk 'bout how I feel like shit and put it in this song And if you're likin' what you're hearing then that's great But I'm still not okay And yeah, maybe you don't care what I'm thinking Maybe I don't fit in, I'll leave right now I'll leave right now Maybe forget this conversation Maybe I don't exist, forget me now Forget me now Never part of the world I'm living in Just looking at the past and now the present and now I'm just Hiding behind the shadows of other wins I'm not proud of it and I just can't stop thinking about it Round and round in circles I go, this ain't the right way either Aye I am doing just fine No why would I believe her Should probably stop thinkin' about all my insecurities Cuz it's never ending baby Can't stop thinking Maybe you don't care what I'm thinking Maybe I don't fit in, I'll leave right now I'll leave right now Maybe forget this conversation Maybe I don't exist, forget me now Forget me now Never part of the world I'm living in Just looking at the past and now the present and now I'm just Hiding behind the shadows of other wins I'm not proud of it and I just can't stop thinking about it