I'm a nightmare And I don't know when I'm waking It's a cold call first thing in the morning Right now all I can do is stay in Put my clothes on Don't forget the smile hun Just fake it And I'm covered in blood On my hands I face and under my nails This bad taste in my mouth won't give in How can I embrace my skin And wait for happy to kick in And wait for happy to kick in Feel stupid Don't know what I'm thinking I can't talk no one really gets it And right now all I can do is stay in I dreamt it Where is the intuition huh Feel worthless Can't even look in the mirror Suffocate all my mistakes This bad taste in my mouth won't give in How can I embrace my skin And wait for happy to kick in And wait for happy to kick in Wait for happy to kick in Wait for happy to kick in Wait for happy to kick in Wait for happy to kick in Wait for happy to kick in And wait for happy to kick in