I have to go I don't enjoy this anymore Sometimes it's the way she says my name Sometimes it's the way she tries Violence Ooh-ooh I have to go I'll never force you to stay Meeting you was supposed to make me happy But I still want to die How am I supposed to fix something inside of me that you broke? ♪ It's not when I'm sleeping It's not when I'm yelling to be heard but not to listen Your hubris and self-loathing is so attractive I'm gonna make you fall in love with me Just so that I can break your heart Lonely heart columns La tristesse durera toujours Black teeth, knife and heartbeats Laughter and fear Yes, it fucking hurts And I'll keep ripping until it bursts If I could just tell you how much I need you in one verse If I leave you, you won't be able to leave me first I am fucking worthless Fucking hurt me But I still want to die Meeting you was supposed to make me happy How am I supposed to fix something inside of me that you broke?