I think it's time. I think it's time to come clean. This disbelief is killing me. Oh God, bring me back to life. Can I believe? How can I believe in things unseen? How could a man-made book be any proof to me? This world is broken and corrupt. I can't feel grace, hope, or love. None of this seems to make sense to me. I'm losing. I'm failing. I think I've lost it all. I'm losing it all. I try to fight this but fall and lost it all. I lost it all. I'm searching for faith but I can't feel your grace. So where are you? I can't find you! Where are you? The faithful. Where are you? I need you. Can I believe? I'm not perfect. I feel worthless. Why would you ever save a wretch like me? Can I believe? How could one man's blood ever keep me clean? No substance. No soul. No atlas. No home. I'm dead inside. Can you even tell? These questions burn in me: Why send a good man to hell? Why?! Why is this world doomed to burn? Burn! There must be something more. If truth exists, it must exist beyond ourselves. I'm losing it all. I try to fight this but fall and lost it all. I lost it all. I'm searching for faith but I can't feel your grace. So where are you? I can't find you! Where are you? There must be something more. Where are you? I need you. I need a revival. I cant find you. I need a revival I will never deny my faith in the unseen. I will always believe. I will never again fill my head with doubt, my savior. Christ, cast these demons out! It's time I come clean. No questions could ever separate you and me.