Pick apart my flesh today Until I'm left with hollow bones I walk across this wasted line The ghost inside leads me blind Falling from the tree of life I leave my loving soul behind Saturated to the core with all this poison You know I still want more Decaying mind What's wrong this time? The walls are closing in on me Another thorn in my side Another struggle to test my rage But all the while I sit here knowing that I could die any day And still I decay I walk along a shattered, crooked road Feasting on the toxic, rotting fruit Fucking up with every step I take Crumbling my temple to waste away And as another day goes by I wallow in my selfish thoughts Try to find a way to stop this abnormal thinking I just never thought this is what I'd become I could go a long time with the way that I've been feeling lately I hate me I feel a loss of the reasons for breathing I'll take you to the bottom of the deep blue sea And hold you there until you lose everything Tie you to the anchor with no air to breathe Stare into my eyes until you feel like me... Until you begin to feel like me