You made me who I am, so I'm sorry if I let you down I know you didn't think I'd be here now And I couldn't find a way to tell you how I'm grateful for you I never made it easy, I sheltered my feelings I didn't want you to see me when I was broken and bleeding Always know that I'd be there if you ever needed me Because you've been there for me every fucking time I hope you know, I owe you everything I owe you, I owe you everything You've seen me growing older, searching for meaning in this life I can feel you on my shoulders helping me to rise up from my grave How could I forget? It made me who I am Everything you said, you don't know what it meant to me It kept me standing I know all you want and everything you need is all for me And I hope you see, I hope to be everything you've wanted for me Always know that I'd be there if you ever needed me Because you've been there for me every fucking time I hope you know, I owe you everything I owe you, I owe you everything You've seen me growing older, searching for meaning in this life I can feel you on my shoulders helping me to rise up from my grave How could I forget? It made me who I am Everything you said, you don't know what it meant to me It kept me standing How could I forget? It made me who I am Everything you said, you don't know what it meant to me It kept me standing I'm dying to go back I wish I knew what I had I still take you for granted I just never know what I have until it's gone And I've buried all the memories along the way Until I'm lost, and I try to retrace my steps but now they've faded away I know that I came from something beautiful, and I'll make you proud of me I swear I'll make you proud It made me who I am I don't want to live without you I don't want to let you go You say you're always with me Why do I still feel so alone? I don't want to live without you I don't want to let you go You say you're always with me Why do I still feel so alone?