(Have you ever been to London?)
(Dougie on the beat) Ayy
I know what that pain be like, Lord knows I ain't livin' right
Some nights I'm scared to close my eyes, so I ain't sleepin' right (so I ain't sleepin' right)
No, I ain't sleepin' right (I ain't sleepin' right)
Mama used to tell me, "Baby, slow down, don't you crash out (don't you crash out)
Careful when you doggin' bitches out 'cause you a dad now" ('cause you a dad now)
(You a dad now)
Yeah
Gotta play for keeps in these streets, niggas ain't playin' fair
Snitchin' at all-time high, real niggas rare
Losin' all my dogs up in these streets, I gotta get up out this rain, uh
Phantom come with umbrella, shine my best to enjoy the weather
Hard for me to reach at the sun, it's hard to see mine forever, mm
Catch him out of bounds and we blitz him (grrt)
We be gettin' vicious (grrt, grrt)
Make a nigga lose every week 'bout them bodies, ain't nobody miss him, yeah (grrt)
Glock extended, CJ love them switches (flrr)
Hop out Crippin', but we leave you drippin' (yeah)
Broken heart, but it's still been tickin' (tick-tick-tick-tick-tick-tick-tick, yeah)
Left me scarred, but my wounds healin' (yeah)
They ain't a part of me
Know they ain't the gang if they ain't starve for me (they ain't starve for me)
I bulletproof the Rolls truck, I'm hard to reach (boy, I'm hard to reach)
I give it all I got, I gave it all of me, no, no, no
I know what that pain be like, Lord knows I ain't livin' right
Some nights I'm scared to close my eyes, so I ain't sleepin' right (so I ain't sleepin' right)
No, I ain't sleepin' right (I ain't sleepin' right)
Mama used to tell me, "Baby, slow down, don't you crash out (don't you crash out)
Careful when you doggin' bitches out 'cause you a dad now" ('cause you a dad now)
(You a dad now)
Yeah
Hell what I been through, God, where you takin' me?
Hope it ain't the upper room, but I do low-key
I can see my son, my dogs and my family
If Heaven had a number to call, they'll be tired of me
Ask him how it's goin' even though I know it's all sweet
Put me on three-way with Lord, I'm tryna send a treaty peace
The Devil got a hold on me, I pray to you that he release
Before I hang the call up, I know that I'ma feel relief
My pain numbin' from the rainy days, okay
My veins pumpin' all the shame away, away
Made a purchase for my heart on layaway
Bought it back after I gave it away, no way
What I feel, I don't want you to feel this
Sometimes it really be too much to deal with
But I'm fine, it only hurt me, it don't kill me
But I'm fine, it only
I know what that pain be like, Lord knows I ain't livin' right
Some nights I'm scared to close my eyes, so I ain't sleepin' right (so I ain't sleepin' right)
No, I ain't sleepin' right (I ain't sleepin' right)
Mama used to tell me, "Baby, slow down, don't you crash out (don't you crash out)
Careful when you doggin' bitches out 'cause you a dad now" ('cause you a dad now)
(You a dad now)
Yeah
♪
Dougie on the beat