I fall under pressure
I'm giving in to the fear of
Hopelessness
(I'm giving in to the fear of losing it)
Surrounded by a voice inside my head
You said you wanted change but none of it would set you free
Laid down your life for filthy habits only you could see
Lost in the dark and it's hard to find the point
I've been missing for far too long
Take for granted all the things that you've been given
Wipe away the life that you've been living
I struggle through another day
The withdrawals are worth the pain
Heal me
How can I change anything, the way you want me
(Never gonna stop, never gonna change it)
What's so wrong with me? (What's so wrong?)
I won't fade away
How can I help myself
To stay away from the things that remind me
(Stay away, stay away)
Of who I was (from something that I'm not)
Too busy running from what's helping you move on
Too busy opening the cut that keeps you torn
Feel all alone with no way out what is the point
Cried out for help, turn back around and now they're gone
Making friends with the pain so you'll never be alone
Lessons learned when your struggling at the bottom
Make friends with pain
(If I give in then I'll never be the same)
Lost in the dark and it's hard to find the point
I've been missing for far too long
Never seem content still searching for my fix
Can't help myself from feeling like this
How can I change anything, the way you want me
(Never gonna stop, never gonna change it)
What's so wrong with me? (What's so wrong?)
I won't fade away
So you want to know what's left inside of me
But I'm scared to show you what there's left to see
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Lost in the dark still searching for my fix