(I'm not about to sit back and watch this all fade away) (It's time for me to realize that being myself is okay) It's getting harder for me to sleep I fear I'll awake and see that nothing's changed Trudging through the day's become routine And I'm scared that I'm stuck with no sign of relief I've got a lot on my mind But I can't find the time To put my thoughts into actions To exhilarate my life You can tell me all you want that everything's fine But paranoia is half of my fight I'm not about to sit back and watch this all fade away It's time for me to realize that being myself is okay As you sit and wonder where your life has gone I hope you think of me I can't remember The last time that I woke up And was happy about it Life sifting through cracks of my Fingers fall to earth For me I know this all too well Time racing past you and I Drifting far from us We always heard them say that time would tell