How many times Will it seem like We don't really don't care How many fights Will it be Till we don't mean what we say I'm struggling With everything To keep this All in front of me No answers just silence They say an idle mind Is a scary thing When will you open up to me I tried nearly everything Am I really what you need Your fucking beckering I'm the one whose suffering Eyes show a different vibe That I've seen last time For better or worse But we knew nothing at all No purpose no cause No way to carry these words We grew so tired of love Why can't I get it together To have this all make sense Love is painless Or so they say I'm fucking losing my mind Every fucking day Your battles lost Yet you seem so indifferent Your savage heart. You ripped mine apart With no beliefs That I made you feel happy I'm broken now I don't believe With the weight of the world This breaking point for me I'm in this hell Ive made No way to pull me out You chose to push away I held on with everything For all the problems You didnt know I never let it go This saddest part you see There has to be A reason for this Eyes show a different vibe That I've seen last time For better or worse But we knew nothing at all No purpose no cause We grew so tired of love Eyes see these different signs All over my head I'm losing my mind With no purpose to show No progress no growth So bury my ashes Dreams turned to dust