Hey, I've been thinking about the things I say
And I know I can't blame you for running away, yeah
But I do it all the time, and I know it's on your mind
I drove here losing my shit
Stuck in traffic with the windows up
Singing, yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah
Singing, yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah, yeah
Thought we couldn't do it
Felt the pressure and I almost left just like
Yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah
Like yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah, yeah
All I do is stay up until the morning
Speaking to the walls I built to keep out the storming
And when I wake up this evening and my conscience is screaming
It'll never be okay
I stopped controlling my dosage for a long time
Then I traded my focus for a fucked up mind
My breathing and I
We go together like diamond rings
And detox and long walks
Feeling like I'm all fucked up, and I don't even care
I wanna be a better person, but it wouldn't be fair
To take a shortcut, I'm a runner-up
I'm a runaway stuck in your driveway for three days straight
If you need me, I won't be sleeping
I'm probably hyperventilating
'Cause all I do, all I do is stay
All I do is stay up until the morning
Speaking to the walls I built to keep out the storming
And when I wake up this evening and my conscience is screaming
It'll never be okay
Woke up in the dark with a stomach ache
And the blood won't stay in one place
And I feel the weight of my mistakes, I'm sorry
I mean this in the most sincere way
I don't deserve to feel okay
All I do is stay up until the morning
Speaking to the walls I built to keep out the storming
And when I wake up this evening and my conscience is screaming
It'll never be okay
I don't deserve to feel okay
All I do is stay up until the morning
Speaking to the walls I built to keep out the storming
And when I wake up this evening and my conscience is screaming
It'll never be okay