The sunlight speckles through trees across the road Oh, I get white spots in my vision, so I blink them out Oh, I think I'm coming around to this Maybe not, it's either that or it's yet to hit Ooh, I got a haircut, a shitty attempt at a change-up, a face lift But it doesn't work like the movies, I found out My head is a vacuum of feelings and failures And white noise calling my name ♪ I've spent ten years in my head trying to be someone And if it seems like I'm unsure of myself, that's the reason Oh, I think I'm coming around to this Maybe not, it's either that or it's yet to hit Ooh, I got a haircut, a shitty attempt at a change-up, a face lift But it doesn't work like the movies, I found out My head is a vacuum of feelings and failures And white noise calling my name Got a haircut, I tattooed my arm just to prove that I'm changing But I can't even fool myself into feeling better about who I am So, I'm starting here ♪ Something's different when I see myself I can't explain it all away, oh, I hate the way I compensate I keep running circles in my head What could there be left to say? I ask myself that everyday Oh, I got a haircut, a shitty attempt at a change-up, a face lift It doesn't work like the movies, I found out My head is vacuum of feelings and failures And white noise calling my name Got a haircut, and tattooed my arm just to prove that I'm changing But I can't even fool myself into feeling better about who I am So, I'm starting here Right here