Drowning in the weight of my mistake Coming to terms with the person I hate Saying I'm sorry is not enough to make you stay But I'll try I'll just hold me away And stay there 'til I change But I'm so stuck in my ways I'm the cause for all my pain Oh-whoa-oh And I can't figure me out Everybody keeps filling my head with doubt If I ever got my shit together I promise that I'll make it better Breaking down alone with my lights off Falling off the cliff of my high hopes Was I just broken at the time of arrival? Will I stay the same? ♪ I'll just hold me away And stay there 'til I change But I'm so stuck in my ways I'm the 'cause for all my pain Oh-whoa-oh And I can't figure me out Everybody keeps filling my head with doubt If I ever got my shit together I promise that I'll make it better And I keep wondering 'bout Why I can't ever pick myself up off of the ground If I ever got my shit together Maybe then we'd say forever Ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh And I can't figure me out Everybody keeps filling my head with doubt If I ever got my shit together I promise that I'll make it better And I keep wondering 'bout Why I can't ever pick myself up off of the ground If I ever got my shit together Maybe then we'd say forever