I don't even think about it
'Cause It's been way too long
But the moment I start to lose myself
It comes back like a song
I like to tell myself I'm doing fine
Just remind me of the things that I like
Like cookies and the sea
Deep inside I feel it rumbling
All the things that I can't see
All my feelings pressurized
I hope someday i'll set them free
I like to think that I can handle it
I'm used to doing things on my own
Like when im smoking trees
Just remind me of a better time like
When I was 12 and nothing's on the line
It makes me feel alright
Just remind me of a memory
Some other place where you can leave me be
I'll be just fine
It's been a couple years since that day
When I was stupid and I was doing things im not so keen to say
I don't know where to start I don't know how to get better
But I wanna feel like I did
When I was seventeen
I made a couple friends
Who stuck around
My family gets me
And I finally fell in love and for a first in forever
I'm ready to talk about
All the times I used to hurt myself
Cus its been a while
Oh i'm sure that ll be here for a little while
'Cause this feels like a better time
And i'm hoping that I'll always see the signs
This feels like me
I think I finally see a finish line
I'm getting better and i know I took my time
I'm finally free
Cus after all this time i feel
All i've done is waste my years
I'm not fair to myself
I just need to smile at the mirror
And after all this time i see
All the people that think of me
Oh i don't feel so alone
I don't wanna disappear
I'm not running out of time
I gotta keep on fighting
I thought it through and i gotta do
What i need to do
I'm not running out of time
I gotta keep on fighting
I thought it through and i gotta do
What I need to do
I'm not running out of time
I gotta keep on fighting