Unwanted scars will never leave Many times my head have lost the will to breathe These hands can't feel a thing Leave me aside to rot, I don't need your pity These pages were forged in false tongues You left me bearing the weight on my shoulders You speak nothing of the truth You selfish prick I hope the vultures take your head Stop preaching about old letters that have been read Give me a way to rip out my memory It lies deep in me, toturing my soul She whispers to me Reality was the only thing I wanted to get a hold of Unlike a wish, prayers seem to come through Weary eyes, I'll set you free Your ashes will be freed across the dark skies I'll bring your letters to my final sleep Hoping i'll see you again The struggle was too much to bear You always said, that I'll be fine Clueless and misery is all that i find And all i see through these vacant eyes Is death's shadow devouring my soul