Followin' the smoke, I tend to go where trouble waits
Or maybe it's just me cuz everything that I touch breaks
Sometimes I think I might just have too much on my plate
Sometimes I think I might just have too much stupid traits
The world don't revolve around me, I'm just not important
I can't buy a break, I'm broke as fuck, I can't afford it
I don't know if I'll wake up or be dead tomorrow mornin'
But I don't even care, life isn't fair, it's only morbid
No one can find me, I don't leave trails behind me
My heart was big, now it's tiny, come take a look in my psyche
It isn't safe and it's frightening, it's made of fire and lightnin'
Can't lie, I feel like I'm dyin', but feel alive when I'm rhymin'
And I'm a strange person
For certain, I can't carry anymore burdens
I'm hurting deep inside, it's like my soul's burnin', stomach turnin'
I don't wanna feel this way, feel this way anymore
Lookin' up but there ain't nothing there, only memories
Runnin' from myself because I'm scared of my energy
Everywhere I go, they always stare, they're my enemies
No one understands, we don't share similarities
Alright
I've been thinkin' 'bout escapin' this place all night
I ain't found nothin' that's real in such a long time
Findin' meaning in this world is such a far cry
Far cry, it's a far cry
Still insane but I've never been normal
Not okay, sad, lost and immoral
Blank face, no identity, twisted mentally
True sorrow is immortal
No one's original
They're a collection of people that learned how to imitate
I think for myself, I don't care 'bout opinions
They're easy for me to eliminate
Let me be, if I wanna disappear into thin air right now, I can
I don't see any reason for no one to give a damn
I'm so weak, sometimes I can't even help but fucking laugh
R.I.P to the old me, now that person's in the past
Followin' the smoke, I tend to go where trouble waits
Or maybe it's just me cuz everything that I touch breaks
Sometimes I think I might just have too much on my plate
Sometimes I think I might just have too much stupid traits