I once felt love
I still can't describe it but it felt like drugs
And I'm still addicted but I lost her trust
She don't want me in her life, that's right, we're done
Now we're done
Ay
One time for the people that've been broken like me
Don't cry, just hang on to hope and keep on tryin'
My mind hasn't been the same, my heart's divided
One life is all we get, get up, keep on fightin'
It hurts but don't get lost up in the dark times
Nothin' lasts forever baby, even stars die
No one ever said this shit wasn't a hard life
Don't hang on to things you're feelin', it's just not right
I hope no one ever thinks the way that I do
I'm a slave to my depression, stuck, I can't move
I'm still devastated, I can't lie, that's my truth
When we separated, all flame faded ice blue
Nothin' left to do but live and learn from my mistakes
I wish you well but I don't think that I could be replaced
I hope I'm not wrong, if I'm not, that means it wasn't fake
And if it's right then maybe someday we can call it fate
I can't look back, it hurts too much
Can't have her back, I'm not enough
I lost my chance, I had her once
I'm down bad, numb, I'm losin' touch
I won't ever be perfect, but I'm okay with that
Imperfection submerges your greatest strengths, and in fact
When you learn to embrace 'em, what's meant to be will attract
Don't block your blessings, life is short
In just a blink it could pass, fast
I wish that I could take my own advice
I dwell on the past so much it's like I live my whole life twice
I can't even function now and I can't even go outside
I'm trippin' on this shit, how the fuck could I stand up and fight?
I'm a contradiction, by the definition
I fit the description, I'm also insufficient
All alone and I don't wanna be in this position
I don't ask for help cuz when I do nobody listens
What can you do what you can't have what you really want?
What's the point of playin' the game? You know you already lost
It's like I'm waitin' in the cage for shawty to pick the lock
It's like I dug up my own grave, now I'm layin' in the box
I loved it and less, at least we tried to go the distance
Now she's a stranger again cuz she becomin' distant
We spend all our time together, it felt like a instant
I wanted to die together, now nothin' could fix it
I once felt love
I still can't describe it but it felt like drugs
And I'm still addicted but I lost her trust
She don't want me in her life, that's right, we're done
Now we're done