AIt's like I don't give a damn, I know they don't understand
I feel everything that everybody does I'm just a man
Weight of the world on my shoulders, I got blood on my hands
I'm still surviving numbing all this pain with percs and these xans
My reality's distorted high as fuck up in orbit
I'm the goat with all these suicidal flows, I feel like Jordan
I don't disappoint on any fuckin verse or chorus
This the only thing I got got, the only shit that's important
Foreign whips are all imported, I feel like I'm racing horses
They still sleeping on me snoring, this gon be my final warning
Loui on me no Ralph Lorenz
Rains it's storming yeah it's pouring
Head in the clouds yeah I been soaring
Overthinking I've been mourning
Hiding everything it's like nobody knows the real me
Everybody showing love to someone ion wanna be
Someday imma make him disappear you're gonna r.i.p
That guy isn't real, that's a person living In Your dreams
Woahhh-oh
I feel all alone
Oh-woah-oh
Nowhere left to go
Oh-woah-oh
Now she's just a ghost
Oh-woah-oh
Our love was a hope
Tattoos on her body, sexy bitch she was a sad girl
Both of us was crazy, but we both know it's a mad world
She used to be attached to me, but now it's like she's M.I.A
Another chapter of my life is finished, it's time to turn the page
Always dealing with this pain, sometimes I just go insane
Remincing I think I should put a bullet through my brain
But I know when my time comes they gon remember my name
Hang my jersey in the rafters, put me in the hall of fame
Chasing voices I been running from myself
I'm in a dungeon, young and reckless
Dying fast, I say fuck the repercussions
My emotions seem to fade, moneys coming in abundance
When I'm on the mic I feel alive
Yeah it's my favorite substance
(Aye)
Loved her so much hadda put that bitch in Saint Lauren
All we did was argue, I got tired of that dialogue
Yeah we started strong but at some point we didn't get along
We stay together, but what's the point if we don't get along
Woahhh-oh
I feel all alone
Oh-woah-oh
Nowhere left to go
Oh-woah-oh
Now she's just a ghost
Oh-woah-oh
Our love was a hope
Sending shots at me but now you're running out of ammo
I disguised the real me it's like I'm wearing camo
Staying lowkey never seen, I'm sticking to the backroads
I'm just being me, but she just thinks I'm an asshole
Everything was good but it all changed in one second
Shawty gave up on our love
She took an early exit
I'm great full for the time we had
Our connection was a blessing
When you move onto the next, I hope that you learned your lesson