Cheap hotels and cigarettes, I spent my money on my drugs
She said I'm an idiot and that I don't know how to love
And I'm always so paranoid, it's like I'm livin' on the run
Shawty left me all alone but you know I don't give a fuck
She don't walk her way around it, I'll always be feeling pain
You lose your heart and soul
And on your day was when you play this game
How could you just walk out on me like it's only me to blame?
Now all I have is nightmares every time I fucking see your face
I can't believe you ran away, you're gone, you're gone
Now every time you talk about me, you go on and on
But no one thinks you're wrong about me, you're not wrong, not wrong
I just been puttin' all my feelings in my songs, my songs
I only feel alive when I'm not sober, everythin' changed in October
I wish I could start all over, but it's way too late, it's over
I'll die young, I won't get older, I don't fit in, I'm a loner
There's no way to bring you loser but at least give me some closure
Cheap hotels and cigarettes, I spent my money on my drugs
She said I'm an idiot and that I don't know how to love
And I'm always so paranoid, it's like I'm livin' on the run
Shawty left me all alone but you know I don't give a fuck
She don't walk her way around it, I'll always be feelin' pain
You lose your heart and soul
And on your day was when you play this game
How could you just walk out on me like it's only me to blame?
Now all I have is nightmares every time I fucking see your face
I've been goin' through emotions
Smokin' all these bad feelings away, away, away, away
I'on even wanna live, I'on even want this shit
Y'all can have all of this, I never wanted it
Fuck all this hollowness, feed me a hollow tip
My brain is bottomless so I got lost in it
It's one day to the next, one day she's here, one day she left
She said that I would search true love so how did she become my ex?
She knew that my life was a mess so she just left me like the rest
I gotta get this off my chest, I fucking hate this stupid bitch
Cheap hotels and cigarettes, I spent my money on my drugs
She said I'm an idiot and that I don't know how to love
And I'm always so paranoid, it's like I'm livin' on the run
Shawty left me all alone but you know I don't give a fuck