How'd I know I'd end up taking on the same route
And how'd I know I'd end up all these rain clouds
And there ain't nothing I can do
I'll never change now
And you're gonna find my body lifeless laying face down
I'm damaged and depressed, there's so many different ways
I've been living in an asylum, my mind is a maze
I belong in an asylum, everyone knows I'm insane
All I have are these memories that I'll take to my grave
I be slidin on these beats, by now it feels like I'm talking
I went through all that bullshit
Just for her to end up walking
Fuck these voices in my head, I'll never find a way to stop it
What's the point of living life?
If I don't even fucking want it
When I die she's just gon find someone else to love
And all I wanted was her heart
But I ain't enough, I'm mixing codeine every night
With all this Angel dust, girl I can't believe
You lost your faith in us
Find another sorry, shawty go and turn the page
I thought we was a perfect match
But damn it's such a shame
When I'm looking back, I can't believe what we became
You ain't even have the strength to tell me
To my face
How'd I know I'd end up taking on the same route
And how'd I know I'd end up all these rain clouds
And there ain't nothing I can do
I'll never change now
And you're gonna find my body lifeless laying face down
I'm damaged and depressed, there's so many different ways
I've been living in an asylum, my mind is a maze
I belong in an asylum, everyone knows I'm insane
All I have are these memories that I'll take to my grave
I can put my trust in anybody else if I do imma end up dead
I'm a lose my fucking mind and put a bullet through my head
This depression never ends, why the fuck would I pretend
I can feel It running through me
Like over and over again
Over and over again
Baby I'm delusional, she said I'm confusing n over my head
So tell me what the right thing to do is
If you know what it is
I know you know as much as I do we're both full of shit
Back then you told me, I was your only
But now you don't know me
Only the old me
How'd I know I'd end up taking on the same route
And how'd I know I'd end up all these rain clouds
And there ain't nothing I can do
I'll never change now
And you're gonna find my body lifeless laying face down
I'm damaged and depressed, there's so many different ways
I've been living in an asylum, my mind is a maze
I belong in an asylum, everyone knows I'm insane
All I have are these memories that I'll take to my grave