Tryna find a way but there ain't no answer
When I try to pray, there ain't been no answer
Tried to call my ex but there ain't no answer
How can I accept that there ain't no answer?
I'm down bad, I went the wrong way
I'm so sad, I'm tired all day
I know that my feelings won't change
I just can't escape my own brain
Ain't no way to get it right, I swear that I'd rather die
Send me up into the sky, send me up to paradise (Oh yeah)
Terrified, all I do is cry
All I do is wonder how the fuck I'm still alive? (Oh yeah)
Paralysed, how can I decide
If I should start a change or keep livin' in disguise? (Oh yeah)
Who am I? Just call me goodbye
'Cause I won't be the person that you think you'll recognise
I guess that I'm goin' wherever the wind blows
Watchin' raindrops race all over my windows
And I come from outer space, I'm floatin' in limbo
I don't let nobody close that don't know my info
Fuck a destination, the journey's all that I want
Y'all think that I'm weird 'cause I'm thinkin' outside the box
Always been an introvert, I don't even wanna talk
I'm just doin' me, I'm not doin' anythin' wrong
Lookin' for answers, all I got is my faith
They said that wouldn't be nothin', I'm just a castaway
Then all of a sudden, I'm someone they love (Yeah, okay)
I'm made of depression, it runs in my blood, it drives me insane
I'm thinkin' about all the mistakes I made, like what have I done?
I'm sinkin', I'm drownin',
I can't breathe, I can't say what I've become
I'm sick of these demons tryna steal my dreams, I'm not givin' up
I'm gonna make a difference in this world, I swear I don't give a fuck
Every story has two sides, they're both mine
'Cause my spirits look down the metal for real, no lie
I've been carryin' this weight with me 'til I got closed eyes
I ain't regular, I risk it all, I choose to roll dice
I'm doin' the best I can, no more than that, but never less
Nobody is me so no one knows what goes on in my head
Life is just a nightmare but at least I know some dead ends
Rains forever, I'm reborn, the self redemption roll was dead
Tryna find a way but there ain't no answer
When I try to pray, there ain't been no answer
Tried to call my ex but there ain't no answer
How can I accept that there ain't no answer?
I'm down bad, I went the wrong way
I'm so sad, I'm tired all day
I know that my feelings won't change
I just can't escape my own brain
I'm up all night
I'm up all night
I'm up all night
I'm up all night
There's no sunlight
There's no sunlight
There's no sunlight
There's no sunlight