Nobody but you, all I want is you
You mean more than everything, you're more than my muse
I can't watch you fly away, fuck that, I refuse
Girl, this feelings permanent, our love is like tattoos
Visions of you kissing on my skin, I see 'em every night
When your light was going dim, you left me for a better life
I can't blame you 'cause I understand what being dead is like
I wish that I showed you more emotions that I kept inside
I was on my way out, I was on my way down
You gave me this strength to keep on going, I'll explain how
When you came around, your smile shined on all my rain clouds
Everything seemed perfect but nothing is the same now
I was caught up fighting battles I've always avoided
Our relationship was burnt to ashes, how did I destroy it?
Looking back on all my actions, I feel sad and disappointed
You gave me all that you had and I injected you with poison
Lately I've been crying, I've been dreaming 'bout you every night
I'm still in denial, I don't know if I could make it right
I'm so suicidal, I don't wanna live, I wanna die
I can't even lie, this is a song I thought I'd never write
Lately I've been crying, I've been dreaming 'bout you every night
I'm still in denial, there's no way that I could make it right
I can't even lie, this is a song I thought I'd never write
I can't even lie, this is a song I thought I'd never write
We can't go down memory lane, that way is pain
Pavement made of poor decisions, pavement made of my mistakes
Moments that I can't take back, moments that I can't erase
Where the fuck did you go? What the fuck have I've done?
What kind of person was I to you, who the fuck did I become?
I promise you, that wasn't me, I didn't mean to lose your trust
It's like my heart just started bleeding, when you needed me, I'd run
This has to be a nightmare, the one I'd use to tell you 'bout
I never could make sense of it but hear me out, I get it now
It was all a symbol that someday I'd break and let you down
Incomplete, I miss my other half I go to bed without
Maybe you'll forget me but at least remember that I tried
Maybe you'll regret me but I'm grateful we met in this life
Thank you for your love, I know I wasn't who you had in mind
But at least you're free now, it's all over, you're no longer mine
Lately I've been crying, I've been dreaming 'bout you every night
I'm still in denial, I don't know if I could make it right
I'm so suicidal, I don't wanna live, I wanna die
I can't even lie, this is a song I thought I'd never write
Lately I've been crying, I've been dreaming 'bout you every night
I'm still in denial, there's no way that I could make it right
I can't even lie, this is a song I thought I'd never write
I can't even lie, this is a song I thought I'd never write