The engineer of my heart has replaced her tools
Falling in love, we were both just fools
He was the one, but I was protected
The feelings were there, just not let in
So she lays out her tools on the hole in my chest
And I stand up straight, try to look my best
Her gaze rose right past me
I'm stuck in the backseat
Desolate, empty mountains
Clear, busy cities
Sad songs, and crying fountains
Happy tunes, calm seas
I fall in this hole that I'm trapped in
The mistakes I made, and the joy I'm lacking
We rise, we fall, we stride
All in the moment life's the sea, we're the tide
Up and down my happiness goes
The highs are not high, and the lows are too low
Before I met her I didn't like the color yellow
But now I see it and it shines above, not at all mellow
The sunflower that he puts in your hair
It lengthens the gap in my heart that I put there
The petals from my broken soul fall to the ground
Nectar of pain drops all around
The buzzing of bees that wish for my death
These flowers, I may get rid of them yet
A broken raft in a sea of our hearts
My own thoughts and actions tore us apart
I'm sinking, I'm drowning, you're smiling, I'm frowning
It's over, it's done, this raft rips itself apart
My broken heart, I'm left in the dark, it's all my fault, I'm playing the part
I'll laugh it off, but my soul has had enough
So I lay in this broken boat as the waves push me beneath
The sharks feed on the blood from my head to my feet
My health it depletes
My connection it leaves
My wishing, you meet them
You laugh and I plead them
I've had enough
I'm not so tough
Don't look at me
It's all a big bluff
It's over, it's over, it's over, it's over, it's over
It's over, it's over, it's over, it's over, it's over