I heard them say What they were doing I pretended I didn't listen But I knew everything Think they can hide The fake smiling Oh they're just hoping that I Notice nothing And I'm stuck in a loop In my mind Happens all the time Trying to get to know who you are But you make it impossible to Liking the way that we are But I wanna be more important to you I don't like the way they see me Why can't I just tell them straight I don't like the way they treat me Why I do I treat you that way I don't want to admit I'm failing But i think I'm gonna have to I only exist When it depends on you And I'm stuck on a loop In my mind Happens all the time Stuck on a loop In my mind Happens all the time Stuck on a loop In my mind Happens all the time I don't know if it's just an insecurity One that I picked up as a child And this is all that I am And all I wanna be But sometimes I hate that part of me And this is all I am And all I wanna be But sometimes I hate that part of me I don't want to admit I'm failing But I think I'm gonna have to I only exist When it depends on you And I'm stuck on a loop in my mind Happens all the time Stuck on a loop in my mind Happens all the time Stuck on a loop in my mind Happens all the time Stuck on a loop in my mind Happens all the time Stuck on a loop in my mind Happens all the time Stuck on a loop in my mind Happens all the time Happens all the time