I want to be the cancer rotting through your bones The thoughts of me breaking you like sticks and stones And when I'm on your breath, I hope you choke Further twist the knife in my chest and send me home I was in doubt And you promised me you loved me Just days before you walked out See how little your promises mean to me now 'Cause I hate you, like I hate myself But I could never love anyone else And I'd hate to let you watch me drown But you're the only one who could ever pull me down You were my perfection But you never looked at me the same My love for you was my deception For how you really felt about me I'll cut open my chest and rip out my heart And give it to you as a gesture of all my love 'Cause what I have given you has never seemed to be enough I'll never be enough I hope you know I burnt the photos of us The lies that you wrote are scattered in the dust You're forever the darkest place in my heart The one spot the light is not 'Cause I hate you, like I hate myself But I could never love anyone else And I'd hate to let you watch me drown But you're the only one who could ever pull me down Pull me down