I'm constantly having that feeling That makes me think I'm not good enough I can't feel my heartbeat, when did it stop beating? And my lungs refuse to inhale new oxygen Am I better off dead? Or will life bring me joy? Every morning I struggle to find The strenght to make it through the day But sometimes I let myself be overwhelmed and I give up Do I deserve this pain, for what I've done? Now that you sleep with someone else In the bed where I gave you my heart Am I better off dead? Am I better off dead? I lost you but I lost myself too When I refused to heal my wounds You digged your nails into me Do I deserve this pain, for what I've done? Now that you sleep with someone else In the bed where I gave you my heart For two years I pretended to find myself in someone else For two years I hoped to find a way to forgive But I still haunt you in my sleep Bury me or let me sleep to death 'Cause I can't handle this no more I'm so sick of sleeping on the floor After all these years do you still love me? Do I deserve this pain, for what I've done? Now that you sleep with someone else In the bed where I gave you my heart Do I deserve this pain, for what I've done? Now that you sleep with someone else in The bed where I gave you my rotten love