Oh, ayy, ayy Oh, oh, ayy (Ayy) They always say, "It is what it is" But never do they ask if I'm okay (I'm okay) So I just lean back on a bourbon Memory lane, my truck keeps turnin' I don't wanna live another day (Oh no) If I can't see your face (Your face) Hell, it feels like years Keep on drownin' my pain in this beer I don't know why you left me Now you're nothin' but a memory And I keep fallin' and fallin' If I Heaven had a phone, I'd call it Smokin' like a cigarette inside an ashtray Addictions that I'm gettin', all are in a bad way I could drown a hundred proof, honestly, it sounds safe I could tell you that I love you, but I'm lyin' to your face I don't know why you left me Now you're nothin' but a memory And I keep fallin' and fallin' If I Heaven had a phone, I'd call it On and on Life just goes on and on Two years, my brother's been gone And I've never felt so alone This pain is killing me Getting hard to breathe Getting hard to sleep 'Cause I keep thinking of you and me I've been feeling so alone Don't know what's going on Don't know where I went wrong So here's my heart in a song I don't know why you left me Now you're nothin' but a memory And I keep fallin' and fallin' If I Heaven had a phone, I'd call it Oh-oh, spent a lot of time at home Missin' you callin' my phone, and all All the silly fights at home, and now I'm wishin' you can hear this song And they keep tellin' me to let it be But I just can't seem to find peace And all I can think of is you and me Tourin' and travelin' the countries I don't blame you for leavin' me But we just had so many memories And after all of those arguments Still wish we never departed I don't know why you left me Now you're nothin' but a memory And I keep fallin' and fallin' If I Heaven had a phone, I'd call it I don't know why you left me Now you're nothin' but a memory And I keep fallin' and fallin' If I Heaven had a phone, I'd call it