What's there to say here? I am desperately undone And the world is all but gray here In this disenchanting sun I can't feel the Spirit It's enough to take me out And I'm scared if someone hears it All they'll hear will be my doubt Redemption finds me With my heart heavy on the ground And its laughter comforts me after But it can't seem to stick around So I can't seem to stick around Is it a mistake now To broadcast all I have When it's all composed of tears? I always watered it down To not make my mother sad Now it's all we could have feared The end's already here Sad songs, don't they belong? Can't I slow down for what has died? Why expect, then, any less than? Cause you stare like you're so surprised But should I sing what I can't speak Or should I swear, it's not to leave It's a bone throw, it's a last hope That you'll bolster my bruised belief That you'll uproot what's underneath Love, can you love me And take me all bloody? I don't want fame and don't care for money Spark to my tinder Embolden my ember I held for flame but death brought a cinder Don't think I'm lying So still in the dying I'm always on the brink but I'm trying Devil is cunning This dream life's becoming I've barely slept a wink, I've been running Drove with my dad north from Flagstaff Saw the clouds on the South Rim part When the Lord's hand in the canyon Tore the veil off His work of art Was a blizzard then a brilliance Where at first nothing could be seen Now some flag waves in its embrace Where His staff waits to comfort me TAKE ME BACK Help me keep living "Keep on, keep forgiving" The sun goes up, its heat unrelenting Why start a riot? The rage, I defy it The grief is quite enough, make me quiet How long, the losing? The heel knows the bruising This backroad was not mine for the choosing God, be the Friend of me I'm at the end of me Shall we crush the head of the Enemy? Shall we crush the head of the Enemy?