Yet another glass in front of me Filthy, half empty, my twisted way To enjoyable self-destruction Yet another dawn That I don't want to see Sore I wake, torn wide open Deep in the ever growing sea Slowly drowning in poisonous tears What the hell am I doing here? Driven by excruciating guilt Worthless, running in circles Sacrificed too much for solace All the time just numbing myself From the pain Still every day dying a little I wither slowly I wither slowly Longing for years That were once never lived I've come too far To turn back now Nothing can be undone My heart sank deep In this lightless tide I wither slowly