Let's hold our heads up, just tonight, and pretend that we're okay 'Cause we're okay, right? Dear God, I am still your son, right? God damn it, I need you I don't know you at all anymore And I wanted to feel something better than what I once knew But I am alone tonight, while the kids are out high. I am alone tonight. Do you remember This like I remember you? AYYYYY I will wake up beside you someday when we're both alone and lonely; someday when I Find the time to be a better boy. I'll be a better boy 'Cause if I've ever wanted one thing, it'd be the last two years of our lives back And if I could ever tell you something, it'd be that "I still love you I will be a better boy if it means that you will stay here." I will be a better boy, a better boy