My best friend's falling in love and I'm Proud of them but I can't help but feel Envy bleeding in my mind When we just met you took my heart and you Opened it before the feelings start Something I think you should know I'm not angry or bitter or jealous but I need some time Cause everyone I see just serves as a haunting reminder And I know that one day I'll escape But I needed to tell you 'fore it's too late I'm not angry or bitter or jealous but you should know I've got my ghosts I'm not trying to scare you off God knows how much I want a love Better than I could have planned But I have insecurities There are haunting memories Hiding deep within my mind I'm not angry or bitter or jealous but I need some time Cause everyone I see just serves as a haunting reminder And I know that one day I'll escape But I needed to tell you 'fore it's too late I'm not angry or bitter or jealous but you should know I've got my ghosts There are skeletons hiding in my room You can clear away the darkness from my view I'm not angry or bitter or jealous but I need some time Cause everyone I see just serves as a haunting reminder And I know that one day I'll escape But I needed to tell you 'fore it's too late I'm not angry or bitter or jealous but you should know I've got my ghosts I'm not angry or bitter or jealous but you should know I've got my Ghosts