Blackout I swear my ego 'bout to give out So sick of digging into my health I know I do it all to myself Making voices in my head, they tell me lonely is my Friend instead of company, company I need to slow down Before I fall into a breakdown Every time I lose my head My enemies Are make believe And when I'm falling back again It's clear to see I can't defeat Who's mean to me I'm mean to me I'm mean to me Time out I swear I'm just about to burn out I never give myself the same love That everybody's got so much of I know When the thoughts that I regret they tell me Lonely is my friend, it's time for company, company Every time I lose my head My enemies Are make believe And when I'm falling back again It's clear to see I can't defeat Who's mean to me I'm mean to me I'm mean to me So mean to me I'm mean to me I'm mean to me So mean to me ♪ Take a look at where I'm at Take a look at what I have These are things I should tell myself Take a look at where I'm at Take a look at what I have Every time I lose my head My enemies Are make believe And when I'm falling back again It's clear to see (it's clear to see) I can't defeat (I can't defeat) Who's mean to me I'm mean to me (whoa) I'm mean to me So mean to me I'm mean to me I'm mean to me So mean to me I'm mean to me I'm mean to me So mean to me (ooh-ooh)