With surreal direction, the event's spread to thousands It's a curious addiction, overvaluing your thoughts For one in a million, it seems to go away I know there are hearts that couldn't take it Bottle your calm jump and you'll make it Reveal your scene, it has to be your own The loudest drone, takes me an hour to get to Will things get any better, for those who separate right and wrong This web stretches on forever, it's hard to see until your in it I think i have been putting in the legwork Though i don't thing that i come across professional How do i be me? i call it stressful I really need to branch out from waxing existential Do i just need some time away? I can't be around and not be ground down Energy is hard to fake I can't realise that i need some time I don't mean that i shouldn't try Cause i would try Oh am i alive? Am i even awake to see it all? It hurts it hurts it never seems to work There's no answer we could find I point to nothing and say there it isn't Cause we all don't want to die I don't wanna die I don't wanna die I don't wanna die I don't wanna die All things lie