It's been hard waking up at night
Turning my head right
Seeing that you ain't there
I-I am being patience as I can
Been trying to wrap my head 'round
Things that I don't understand
Like why do I still need you when I have to let you go?
Tryna keep it all together but thought I should let you know
That every time I see you or hear your name I miss you more
So come through, 'cause I only want what's best for you
I only want what's best for you, I only want what's best for you
I only want what's best for you, I only want what's best for you
He got suspended and I wore suspenders from Urban Outfitters
I work for my neighbors
Trust a babysitter spending money on liquor
And Polaroid pictures, poppin' pills, it's a mixture
While I was 5'2", I kept his head out the clouds
He drives my daddy's Porsche, yeah we wrap that shit loud
I rest upon his shoulder while we heading to the bar
We drinking and we driving and we almost crash the car
I left my drink on the table, he said I look graceful
He could tell I was stressed 'cause I'm picking out the label
The last time I smiled I definitely wasn't sober
But I haven't been in days 'cause he hasn't been over, oh no
No he hasn't been over, no, no
No he hasn't been over, no, no
No he hasn't been over, no, no
No, no, no
Like why do I still need you when I have to let you go?
Tryna keep it all together but thought I should let you know
That every time I see you or hear your name I miss you more
So come through, 'cause I only want what's best for you
I only want what's best for you, I only want what's best for you
I only want what's best for you, I only want what's best for you