See lately I've been letting go and letting God And I be praying that he spare the rod and spoil the child My mind is wild but I always smile I believe in fate I was reconciled by the fact that time isn't ever late The real is fake and the fake is really a mental state Ain't never been a cattle farmer yet I raise the stakes Your take on this is deceiving And I 'on know who to believe in Some people change with the season And that's the reason why I burn trees and Balance my chakras with the henny agua I been so faded lately dammit I ain't seeing proper It's hard to stomach that your parents are no longer partners But that shit hits when you find out you barely knew your father This life thing is a real pain and a soul hardener I might just slide to Jamaica and be a ganja farmer Learn to let go of this hate I use as a body armour But i ain't judging I just hope they can deal with the karma I'm just lost in the pain in the same rollercoaster Only question remains When is it over When is it over It's not temporary, I am certain But my heart keeps yearning When it's all over When it's all over Don't believe in television they ain't got the answers They weigh you down there's a reason they call them news anchors Make you panic and use it like emotional bankers There's a war between the spirits and their souls are cancers Lately I've been making movements like a belly dancer I wouldn't give up even if I ever had the chance to The game chancellor I can't be put in in a category And metaphorically speaking see in this story I was Born of the mud but I've been dreaming I'm from somewhere else Bored of the world I'm tired of acting like i'm someone else I keep my head up remember my omi told me that People'll always come and go like the lights in Nairobi homie And on the day my time is up I pray my own will hold me I hope my home is in the stars I pray my soul'll show me Are there others of my kind? Am I the one and only? Will I find peace or will I end up in the cold and lonely I'm not the same as yesterday I cannot dwell on my mistakes Oh I still embrace My humanness, I am deserving Of brighter days. And honestly My lowest days, are part of this Life, I can't explain, but I am worthy Leave me the fuck alone Leave my clothes alone Leave my wholeness Leave my choices Leave my home alone Leave broken past Fuck iz you focussed on it Give me a moment, don't need your bogus 'Pinions hold them, homme This what it feels like to make an honest living Man, fucking complicated but I'm kinda driven Tryna make it better also for my children Fuck how it be looking to onez that got a problem with it I said it's complicated, and fuck all of this politic'ing I know that this shit part of it, if I would be anonymous Sometimes Kinda feeling all out Tryna sit 'round a bonfire And talk my fucking shit until I burn out yeah I dream about my momma, wish that I could save her Was this her fucking karma, I don't understand it She made any house a home, sh' ain't even a problem, though The good really get it bad, that shit is so unfair yeah Sometimes I hold back, it's that imposter shit Feel like I got blood on my hands, resentment fostering And in my head I'm processing, the shit that I done been through It was harmful that I locked it in, I'm glad that I did breath through it I'm just lost in the pain in the same rollercoaster Only question remains When is it over When is it over It's not temporary, I am certain But my heart keeps yearning When it's all over When it's all over I'm not the same as yesterday I cannot dwell on my mistakes Oh I still embrace My humanness, I am deserving Of brighter days. And honestly My lowest days, are part of this Life, I can't explain, but I am worthy