I am the fallen one Treading through these waters of depravity For what it seems to be An eternity Condemned forced into a life of servitude I can't keep playing the victim No absolution No purpose I am so tired of feeling worthless The pain relief is temporary The numbing only lasts Until the bottle's empty I am drowning myself My anxious thoughts Get the best of me Fuck Relapse where do I go from here Relapse then repeat the cycle A never ending void I will forever continue to struggle So drift away until you find you're escape I know its hard but, don't let go So drift away until you find you're escape It won't be long before you sink To the bottom again Pull me to the surface Please Pull me to the surface Solace surrounds me in the form of a hand reaching out Returned by the warm embrace Of the ones that I love Pain is powerful But, you have the strength to make it My breath is weak But, I won't just let you take it So I'll climb out No matter the cost I will breach my way to the surface No longer weighed down by substance I will breach my way to the surface