You spend hours a day Trying to feel the void Lighting a joint after joint Nihilistic mind a certain paradox It's getting beyond paranoid You got me in the middle of a trap now I cannot see right from wrong Is it the drugs that make me feel like a god now? Or is it love? A toxic ton of waste At the back of my head Like a shot in the brain Massive hallucigen ♪ I can't articulate a single word I won't go down this time and time again A serious mental sign from the underworld What, does your dad says it's alright? You are just a spoiled little kid, babe You only want what you want when you want it You steal away my soul and still want some more, babe For all I know A toxic ton of waste At the back of my head Like a shot in the brain Massive hallucigen ♪ Halfway the lights are out Inside your concrete walls Before I leave I doubt this song Means nothing at all Wish it were all for you, baby What are you waiting for? Now you can shoot me again, baby Now you can shoot me again ♪ Infatuation ideas is what happens next Your love it tastes like blood and lies I never wanted you to be on your own But still, stilI would seek the moan I said I would always do I said I would always do I said I would always do