I think I'm sick I've been lost inside my head Trying to fabricate a lie That might get me out of bed Shifting side to side Overthinking in my mind About this lie I call my life And for the world to tell me that I'm fine That I'll just wake up one day and see the brighter side It makes things worse But I hope that they're right I hope that one day maybe I will find this light For so long I've been meaning to ask How all of this could happen How could I outrun my past It's overwhelming to think that death will always happen And to think that one day it will happen to me Open my head Reveal these thoughts that leave me stranded Find your way in I feel these thoughts are slowly winning I know I'm miserable, but loss is all I know For god so loved the world But he refuses to show What's wrong with me All I know is in my dreams But I can't seem to sleep All these thoughts are killing me Wanderer Lost cause for the Shepherd Lost in the trees You'll never find where you left me Dark and cold I'm so alone crawling with loneliness I want to come back home Open my head Reveal these thoughts that leave me stranded Find your way in I feel these thoughts are slowly winning