Wide awake, 2am Hoping you would call I been looking for closure But you built a wall Wonder if you're ok And if you care at all And I know Yeah I, yeah I know that I'm just dancing with the dead You and me inside my head I don't know how to get over it But if we ended on good terms How come it hurt so bad Been thinking bout how you're the best That I might ever have I've spent a long time on this earth But never been so sad So if we ended on good terms How come it hurt so bad You're an ocean away Was this a big mistake Cause you left me behind And took none of the blame Even if you reached out Don't know what I would say Cause I know Yeah, I fucking know that You said it wouldn't be fair to me What's it matter if I can't breathe So forgive my disbelief But if we ended on good terms How come it hurt so bad Been thinking bout how you're the best That I might ever have I've spent a long time on this earth But never been so sad So if we ended on good terms How come it hurt so bad Come on tell me why It hurt so bad, baby Come on tell me why It hurt so bad If we ended on good terms How come it hurt so bad Been thinking bout how you're the best That I might ever have I've spent a long time on this earth But never been so sad So if we ended on good terms How come it hurt so bad