I'll be the first one to admit That I can never see anything for what it truly is Mind clouded by emotions and body tied down by it I wish I had thanked you all every single fucking day, but I didn't My pent-up anger Isn't from a broken home without holidays "Everything's fine" my biggest and most frequent lie It feels like I've battled hordes of my own god damned clones And now I see our enemy is in our pulmonary artery Take it all back and return as one Black anger turns to red In the abstract void, I find myself Twist the thoughts back to a dream A familiar figure in an unfamiliar scene I don't need my eyes to see To know that you know best for me Had my back against the wall But you're always there to push me forward Please all my friends, keep me alive and well I don't care about what wise men say Your words ring truer to me, and they always will Please all my friends, keep me alive and well Take it all back and return as one I didn't know our secrets would be the bricks to our new homes And the waves we made ourselves would push us further along Houses will shelter dying men, but my home will stand after the end So, don't blame me if I'm restless Restless