Yeah Yeah Awh Yeah, Awh Yeah Uh Writing ain't been doing much As it use to Lately i been losing touch I could use you Been so low for so long That Im use to it Put my to pain into the new music But i feel like giving up Smoking cigarettes on the low Boy the jig is up Everybody knows Everytime i try to write a damn song I just rip it up Shit gets either way too deep or not deep not enough But i need to vent and express my stress Before the smoke can arrest breathes So alone but the nicotine knows to caress to my chest Been on my own since i left my nest My grandma gone I can't rest in peace Just let my sleep Close my eyes Push rewind Soothe my grief Ease my mind Smoke this pack Stain my teeth Write these lines Chase my dream Cause I'm, Feeling like its nothin' left Chin buried in my neck Ive been keepin my head up My pain is deep it won't let up Ive been hurtin' I'm fed up, Im fed- Yeah Im fed up, Im fed- Yeah Followed my vision and i ended up lost Paying for dreams without knowing the cost I was on mission to the riches wasn't in it to floss Just wanted Freedom of becoming the boss You know, doing what i wanna do Going Where i wanted to No matter if its a hundred obstacles in front of you Gotta maneuver When in doubt know that you the manure Life is a bitch but you gotta pursue her And even though fail alot I know my feet still gone fail me not Until they throw me in a cell to rot Had one, foot in the grave almost nailed the box Im back from hell fareal can't you tell im hot Back from the dead bob marley dreads is locked Painting pictures of my pain if you care to watch Just, watch ya step i have yet to mop All the tears and ive shed a lot