So many things to say But you can not hear me either Way I am close or not I would better just give up on Trying to understand When things turned up to be like this And you stayed the same I do not believe in curse But still I can not deny The Force that can bring me down One day I will be found Stuck in between the choices That I have to make In order not to make your life even worse I got a feeling that I have been living in regrets I cannot remember All I ever did or ever said If you cannot hate me then I guess I have to have you Like daddy's book left in the dust inside the shelf There is not as many things in life that I can redo I only truly hate myself All I ever did or ever said And I just want to hide my secrets in your arms Clench your fists and do not try to fall in line Leaving me behind To separate all my thoughts into words and dreams I should accomplish all the things that I planned to do last year I will keep my head up by all means If you can promise me that this time you wont disappear