Kinda wish l never loved you, but l did Family's always first And all the praise you gave me, bullshit All the words that you said were a mirror lookin' back It's a mirror lookin' back ♪ I'm only what you want me to be A puppet without a string And when l find a way to break free I'm a liar, a quitter, you'll never hesitate You'll hurt me to my core ♪ I don't know if l'm crazy I don't know if l'm dumb I always thought l was lazy 'Cause every second you yelled it through my door I thought you knew l was hidin' I wish you knew l was scared The whole world is lyin' So grab a ride and take it as it comes ♪ Kinda wish l never loved you, but l did Family's always first And all the praise you gave me, bullshit All the words that you said were a mirror lookin' back It's a mirror lookin':back ♪ I don't know if l'm crazy I don't know if l'm dumb I always thought l was lazy 'Cause every second you yelled it through my door I thought you knew l was hidin' I wish you knew l was scared The whole world is lyin' So grab a ride and take it as it comes