Thoughts flow like an ocean liner How do i gently let my feelings be known I don't wanna be the one to say it I don't wanna be the one to end it I let it sit with me for weeks Then suddenly decide today i'm letting go I don't wanna say that it's not worth it And i don't want to stay so vitriolic And it makes me wanna laugh It makes me wanna cry It makes me wanna laugh It makes me wanna die inside I break the news with sudden feeling An orchestra of silence fills the room I don't wanna be the nasty bad guy I don't wanna be the super villain She acts so calm as if she really Didn't give a fuck, well maybe it's too soon I don't want to push the issue But I thought we warranted a tissue or two But it makes her want to laugh It makes her want to cry It makes her want to laugh It makes her want to die inside We meet up for a cup of coffee For a couple of weeks But it's clear we're finished soon I don't wanna look you in the eye again I don't wanna see you smiling anymore And it makes me wanna laugh It makes me wanna cry It makes me wanna laugh It makes me wanna die It makes me wanna laugh It makes me wanna cry It makes me wanna laugh It makes me wanna die