It's abating The signs are there but I'm still stuck Trying to arrange them As time distorts and I crawl into bed drunk again Can make excuses all you like But don't get drunk every night Wake up, stone cold, in a death scroll on my phone I try to fix my life, but I get distracted Each day is the same, again, do nothing about it Get up, get out, go and do something I will go insane without change What can we change about this? What can we claim is good when I've had the same thoughts for three years Doing the same thing for five? I'll go insane if nothing Threatens a change of something Kind of integral, indispensable to changing our lives Can make excuses all you like 'Bout being drunk every night As friends drop like drop like cleavers Getting jobs, cars, and kids I try to fix my life, but I get distracted Each day is the same, again, do nothing about it Get up, get out, go and do something I will go insane without change I don't want to talk about it I don't want to think about it I am living on repeat I am living incomplete I don't want to talk about it I don't want to think about it Even when some good things happen That voice always says to doubt it (What are we waiting on?) I don't want to talk about it I don't want to think bout it I am living on repeat I am living incomplete (Why should we carry on?) I don't want to talk about it I don't want to think about it Even when some good things happen That voice always says to doubt it (What are we waiting on?) I don't want to talk about it I don't want to think about it Even when some good things happen That voice always says to doubt it (Why should we carry on?) I don't want to talk about it I don't want to think about it I don't want to talk about it I don't want to think (What are we waiting on?) I don't want to talk about it I don't want to think about it (Why should we carry on?) I don't want to talk about it I don't want to think about it (What are we waiting on?) I don't want to talk about it I don't want to think about it (Why should we carry on?) I don't want to talk about it I don't want to think