I thought I figured it out But you still live in my body What the hell is that about I was so ready to party And the regression is real Because now everything's burning So I let go When I should probably be learning Oh my god, all the walls are closing in How could this be happening All this time Late night talking while I'm nervous Walking with nowhere to go Got nobody till I let you in All this hiding from myself is tiring There's nowhere to go Got nobody till I let you in Never wanna talk about it So I find ways I can forget about it I am fine Knowing makes me nervous So don't dig beneath the surface Secrets that I couldn't even tell myself Hold them so close How can anyone let go Oh my god, all the walls are closing in How could this be happening All this time Late night talking while I'm nervous Walking with nowhere to go Got nobody till I let you in All this hiding from myself is tiring There's nowhere to go Got nobody till I let you in Not what I want But what I need Got nobody till I let you in Got nobody till I let you in Not what I want But what I need Got nobody till I let you in Got nobody till I let you in